what was i thinking? I went outside but immediately i changed my mind.
it was too late... i realized that i locked myself out.
now what do i do to interact with other humans?
make eye contact?
that's not an option so thats when i broke into my own house.
Track Name: LIGHTS OUT
i went back in my room and tried to hide from all the bad stuff.
i needed to hide more so under sheets, but still not enough
so i got under my bed and turned the lights off.
now it's just dark and I'm thinking bad things again.
it Is hard to be a good person.
Track Name: SELF DESTRUCT
I'm feeling crazy.
losing my mind.
i can't do anything right.
i see a button. it says "don't touch."
i touch it anyway.
i self destruct.
Track Name: I'M STUCK
I can't I can't can't get away from my brain fast enough.
it's stuck in my head and it won't leave me alone.
these meds aren't working. everything is blurry and messed up.
fetal position in the corner is where i end up.
i'm stuck! i'm stuck! i'm stuck! i'm stuck!
i'm stuck! i'm stuck in my own brain / in my muck.